At the Farmstead Cheeses and Wines, I Go with my First Impression (Noord Hollander)                                                                                   

 

 

Because my selection is bold       she guides me

 

toward a red that addresses my Dutch    leaning

 

something that stands    up

 

 

to sharpness            more than a hint    of berry            rather tipping—

 

you             in nothing             but

 

brambles    fore    arms bearing    what red

 

 

would do to your skin if—

 

 

(Forget her            she is only the clerk

 

I the customer

 

 

I the customer                        she the woman

 

checking i.d.                          She is not    interested   

 

in us

 

 

or the story      of why

 

I am choosing                         this—)

 

 

But I am     making out

 

a check             she won’t accept            you

 

 

are somewhere             in the great

 

Northwest    doing Saturday     things

 

what if I             had you    

 

pressing sheets            what if I refuse            

 

 

to launder

 

everything             you once knew           

 

           

            Your confession   

 

you didn’t            get me    rolled into            

 

you did

 

           

This isn’t fiction

 

            red not always

 

tumbling clean   

 

 

What if your eyes were            

 

on my hands   like then           

 

and I didn’t fold