At the Farmstead Cheeses and Wines, I Go with my First Impression (Noord Hollander)
Because my selection is bold she guides me
toward a red that addresses my Dutch leaning
something that stands up
to sharpness more than a hint of berry rather tipping—
you in nothing but
brambles fore arms bearing what red
would do to your skin if—
(Forget her she is only the clerk
I the customer
I the customer she the woman
checking i.d. She is not interested
in us
or the story of why
I am choosing this—)
But I am making out
a check she won’t accept you
are somewhere in the great
Northwest doing Saturday things
what if I had you
pressing sheets what if I refuse
to launder
everything you once knew
Your confession
you didn’t get me rolled into
you did
This isn’t fiction
red not always
tumbling clean
What if your eyes were
on my hands like then
and I didn’t fold