Where Envelopes Come From (1977)
That curdled dead
horse smell coming
from machine jams
of paper and amber glue—
our Luddite knights,
horse & armor—
diminish the roar
insignificantly.
When all the machines are going
and they always are
it's all-the-machines-of-the-world
loud. A percussive shroud.
Or a hailstorm tumult
with birds running for cover
but we stay where we are
assigned. One grows accustomed.
The factory hangar holds us:
an enormous mouth
clamped shut, the chew
or swallow imminent.
It makes sense
over liquid lunch.
Some guys never sober up
till a strike is called—
then the harsher supervision
of their wives.
Our eyes raccoon
from sluggish shifts, short
stone-solid sleeps.
I dream about the factory
superintendent, he stands
behind me as I bend
and pour warm glue
into trays pooled inside
my machine—a colossal metal Fury
of a thing. He is a handsome
clean man, my nails are dark,
moonless, and my hands richly
paper-cut from tip to roughed-up
heel. I feel the machine in
me, how he and I could
climb into the vast dark side
of the hangar warehouse, into
the mechano-set “stacks”
where one can cop
a smoke or, through denim
overalls, a feel. But I am here
to beguile the proletariat.
I, the boat-rocking union
pinko chick. Popular
as a month of consecutive
Mondays.
Several two-men
sized women workers
rule the floor: huge, good
for “bumping” in what passes
for promotion. Their hard
eyes narrow, sink into their
sizeable faces if their stations
are threatened
and their mandibles
roil when sickness
or death open up
a coveted post.
Pillars of tree
remnants—
bleached, manilla,
pastel—stand around us
like another species
tidy and doomed.
Previously published in Mi Poesias, Spring 2007