American activists
It was the Reagan years.
Our leader was killing commies
in Central America
to keep us safe
in Harlingen, Texas.
They called it low-intensity warfare.
Before it was over
we killed fifty thousand in Nicaragua,
Eighty thousand in El Salvador,
mostly, as usual, women and kids.
Later, in 1986, the World Court
condemned us as international terrorists.
We told the World Court: Go to hell.
From the start some of us protested.
We called ourselves LAA
Latin America Assistance.
We marched at the Federal Building,
showed videos at churches,
did forums and debates,
put out newsletters,
got articles into the paper.
Who energized us?
Brought us together?
Got us organized and moving?
He was a doctor, tall, good looking,
early thirties, unmarried, well traveled.
We asked him, "Why do you do this?"
He told us a story.
As a medical
student,
I spent
vacations
visiting
little towns
in Latin America.
In one village,
I watched
a girl.
She was twelve
or so.
She sat on
a wooden sidewalk.
Her back leaned
on the wall of a store.
She stared
into nothing.
A fly crawled
across her face,
then her open
eyeball.
She didn't
blink, didn't flinch.
The doctor
in me asked,
What could
cause such stupor?
The man in
me answered,
"My country,
our guns, our money."