Labor

I put down the crown of vanity under my feet

I swear to myself
to live and breath only your air

I wash my eyes time to time
not to get old the freshness of your eyes

I soak my body in your scent
that takes me to paradise
where I am pleased that
I exist

I am borning for you
giving birth to the
infant of my heart

Labor
was not hard but suffering

My baby doesnt know anything
What is wrong ? or what is world ?

He doesnt see black or white

Everything is green
Everything is orange
Everywhere is colourful

I cant feed him
may I beg you to nurse him
while I am gone

They say your milk
revive the dead
so my baby will grow
While I am gone

Come and take him

He is moaning
no
He is wailing

I cant do anything more for him
Please take care not to catch cold

I go out for a while
I need a brake of all these

maybe

I should go somewhere
I should meet somebody
I should do something

I close the door by myself
I dont want you to bother

I washed windows last night

because
if tomorrow wont be rainy
Sun will shine on
You and my baby

I come sometime
if
the Time comes