Violated

Depraved
Disgustingly degraded and demoralized
Dearly dominated
Disgraced
Debased
Destroyed

Terrified
Past, present, future
Scared by the beginning
Fearing the end
The end is a mystery
The end of what?
The end of the pain
The end of the fear
The sweat and the blood
The end of what?
Your life?
Probably

Trapped in the situation
Caught up in the details
The who, the what, the why
The where, when, and how
The things that make it real
Distract yourself from the details
Think about that movie you saw
Sing yourself a song
But you can't keep your mind away
You're back in the now
Back in the fear
Back in the humiliation
Back in the pain
It hurts you in so many ways
Torture of the body is obvious
But also the mind
And the soul

They have a name for it
A term to define the event
A verb
A noun
A graphic four letter word
Rape