Folklore
ItŐs what I call a glass-eye view of Paradise
through the cleanly
created
hole of a
speeding bullet.
ItŐs
not always clean but
itŐs usually effective.
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Of course he feels nothing
in
this case a boy
shot at close range for the sake of kissing
the book of his faith
caught sucking on an icon and muttering to a wall
which seemed to mutter back.
Herr Himmler himself
felt
totally justified in
pulling out his Luger.
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On first seeing the Universal Sky City Tower
all lit up
white and luminescent
the boy tells me itŐs not completely what
literature claims it to be
has
claimed for centuries
promulgating the idea of yellow brick roads
a city of impregnable gates and walls a
continuous celebration of
party party party
dressing up gender swapping Utopian trips
ascension deals at a certain time and place
the
Mickey
Mouse bacchanalia
at the glug glug of eternal youth.
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For the boy
getting
off the grass took time.
There was no instantaneous
transformation from one thing to another. He didnŐt
suddenly lose his shape
drop
his epidermis and run
shed 17 years of muscle
in
one exquisite shake.
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And the soldier who shot him
he knew
who dispatched him in one tickle of a trigger
he
knew
a brother-in-arms who enjoyed the look
of being a warrior.
The
boy
saw the fraternal smile of his killerŐs affection.
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ItŐs not what I expected to happen to him. ItŐs not
the way he expected his body to be treated
on a summerŐs day when bright red flowers
had opened to the touch of wild bees
a warm wind had dropped down U-shaped valleys
from the Alps. Magpies were at their most raucous.
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The boy says living for him isnŐt about
junk food brothels and beer any more
but
sharing
territories with
fish swimming amongst gardens
of coloured fruit
walking
with animals
which slobber and lick listening to
languages he thought were extinct
and
sharing
oneŐs most personal
privacies before the
final absolution.
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I hold up the glass eye to a picture of him
advertising himself as a person of
no fixed abode a child viewing his Paradise
a man sitting alone in the revolving
restaurant of the Universal Sky City Tower
spooning
in large mouthfuls
of clouds seeing more clouds
thickening swirling rubbing
against windows
windows
which on a fine day
have wrap-around panoramas of sea and hills
and islands and massive conurbations of a
new city joined to another joined to another...
ad infinitum.
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He tells me
in a field where the grass has
grown over the shape of his hole-in-the-heart fall
he much prefers the probing long-beaked birds
which know him best which appreciate him
for the delicacy he has obviously become.